Bad news of Today.

Some bad news of today:

1.My 'old friend' left me.(Well, it doesn't really count a bad news, but anyway, I just want to make today sounds a bit miserable)

2.Got a news from a real old friend, whoes little boy is bothered by a diseas called 'facial paralysis'.

3.Received an email notified me that I failed in a job application( I got an interview with them, I felt it was fine. But among the 10 candidates, the result shows obviously I'm not the best one).

4.My German is still shabby, and it won't be much better very soon, I have to struggle at least another year.

5.Nothing more till now, but I just want to make a fifth here.

As usually, I was used to moan: I have no future here , but that's nonsense, but can not help myself any. So I shut up. I comfort myself: Maybe bad result would be a good begining for another thing(sounds not that credible, right, but sometimes people should learn to lie to themselves).

Look at good things I have: I have a husband who loves me and supports what I want to do. So things are not that horrible. Some of my friends said they want to stop woking and stay hom being a housewife, but till now they still stay in office. I said I don't want to be housewife before 45 or 50, but till now I still stay home.

If in the next two years I couldn't find anthing, seems the only 'job' I can take is to be a mother. 

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