I admire you.

Last time I said: Enjoy every moment..., phew, I'm sorry, I'm only a 'Paper Tiger', The words were just used to comfort or fool myself to gain some transient peace. Of coz I'm being anxious or infleunced by each interview and each feed-back. The clock ticks, but the hope of finding a job seems not closer. It bothers me. And now the America financial crisis would lead a shrink of employment demand, undirectly. Lucky?

I woulod like 'enjoy every moment' in a different way. There are still many things which need me to take care of, how can I now stop to 'enjoy'? If oneday (in the short future) I 'enjoy every moment', not I choose it, but am 'forced'.

Some friends complain that they're exploited (by the boss und company), they don't have an idea, how I admire them. God, Buddha, or any superbeing, mercy on me, send a company to 'exploit' me too, thanks!!

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