Finally arrived at home in Shanghai, after around 10 hours flying from Munich to Beijing, and another 2-3 hours from Beijing to Shanghai. I found I'm quiet 'old' now and not used to this kind of trip. Whole of the night in the plane I could not sleep, my ass hurts like hell. It was 1 or 2 hours that I managed to have a nap,during the nap, I had a strange dream, I could not remember it very well, only know there were some alleins, they kept repeating: WE COME, WE TAKE. Weird stuff......
So compared to my 18 age, I'm 'old', already a dry old 'bone'. When I was 18, I remember there was once I took train to come home(in Yunnan) from Shanghai, I gave my bed ticket to my friend, and sat alone in another carrage near around 60 hours with hardly moving(there was too crowded), but seemed that experience was ok to me(even though I just experienced it once, other times I took plane). And now 10 hours made me moan. And it let people to realize the benefit of being a millionare: it makes you can afford a business class ticket, then it saves your weak ass.
I spent lots time of the night to read, a book from Osho. I'm just interested in how he sees Taoism. Some of his words makes sense, and some does not(to me). But it let me think about people and life again. Generally you could say they're and it's miserable. look deep down there, people's nature and limitation are the reason. I warn myself not to think too much, but watch the life, live the life.
Now I'm tired, I'm going to have a rest.